I suppose that’s how things are.
They fall apart,
And scatter at your feet,
You trample them
In the rush of time
And as you gather them
On a lonely winter night
Fall away again,
Through the nooks and corners
Of your arms and your heart.
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I feel the darkness creeping in, getting closer. I see the corners of my rainbow show a tint of black, spreading slowly like mould. I open my eyes wide and try to breathe away the ghosts looming in my head, whispering phrases from another time. I need to stay calm. I need to find a way to get through this.
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I fear I might be getting addicted to blogging.
Not in a fun, creative way but as a source of validation or as a hideout where I can pretend to be engaged in a worthwhile endeavour while shirking work because I cannot seem to bring myself to do anything anymore.
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S talks about how he has always felt unlovable, and all I can wonder is, doesn’t everyone? Is it not normal to be so caught up in your own flaws, and be so insecure that all you can do is be constantly flabbergasted by the foolishness of everyone around you to care the way they do? To wait and wait for them to discover your true essense and leave you once and for all, so that you too can finally muster the courage to leave yourself.
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